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[28 Aug 2003|07:47pm] |
Back to school. What a wonderful time of the year.
It's really hard to keep an active journal when I have no significant other to constantly gloat over. Which really isn't entirely true, because not only do I have no significant other, I really have no close contacts either. This is partially my own fault. It's kind of hard to expect people to jump all over me when I am never around to jump all over.
Drinking slushies and watching the VMAs alone seems infinitely better than a boyfriend, anyday. Or maybe it doesn't sup Topher.
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[28 Jul 2003|08:25pm] |
Brad Fitz and I need to have a discussion. Not only was my lay-out changed and I had to go back and fix it, but all of my posts were gone for about two hours. Then they are back, then they are gone. This is like LiveJournal rape.
I thought maybe someone might have hacked me. I do not know why anyone would want to be me that badly to delete all of my posts and give me a terrible default layout, but okay. That is obviously not what happened, though. LiveJournal is just terrible.
I wish there were better things to write about than this. People really do not like hitting on me. Is it because my forehead constitutes half of my face?
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[09 Jul 2003|08:40pm] |
I'm a bright girl, I get to go to NYU. I used to wonder whether celebrities got to go to prestigious colleges just because they were famous and the college wanted the press. Granted I wondered this when I was very young, because obviously places like Harvard and NYU do not need press, much less the press of an idiot celebrity attending their university. I believe I just boosted my own ego. That would probably be a good thing if my forehead weren't already so large to begin with.
Life is becoming somewhat of a non-event for these few months of summer, I think I enjoy that more than I am willing to admit. Now onto the real issue, I think I have bumped my head and forgotten which of you I am a lesbian with so could someone kindly remind me?
( because everyone else is doing it )
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[28 Jun 2003|12:23pm] |
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Hi, did Shannyn have her baby yet? We all know I would be the godmother, of course. Just kidding, but really did she have it yet because I would be over to take care of her in a second. I should be there taking care of her, anyway.
Why is Elisha Cuthbert dating that kid from Rooney instead of me? Probably for the same reason that Emmy is dating Nick Wheeler. :'(
Why do I only have three icons?
It's starting to smell like snowcones and fresh cut grass, life must be okay.
And one day I will do an update that someone will actually be intrigued by.
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[25 Jun 2003|10:32am] |
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I knew this boy once. He was the boy that was so enigmatic that it was attractive. He wore the same blue and and red baseball cap every day. His shirts were button down and collared, though they were always unbuttoned - showcasing a t-shirt that he was wearing underneath. I would see him walking down the street, intense brown eyes, bright smile. He always seemed to be happy, regardless of the fact that he was always alone.
One day I finally got up enough courage to introduce myself to him. "I'm Alexis", I said meekly. "I know who you are", he said matter-of-factly. He introduced himself as Nathan. We started hanging out. He'd pick me up in his convertible and we'd drive to wherever. I remember the first night he reached over to hold my hand. I remember that I was even self-concious about that. Were my palms to sweaty? Were my hands to dry?
Sooner than later, we became a couple. He'd come to my house almost every day, regardless of the fact that I never had anything planned. We spent most of the day sitting on my couch, watching TV movies in the air conditioning. It never had to be anything more or anything less. The best memories I have with him are the ones in which I caught him looking at me, and he would smile as though he'd been staring for hours.
When I decided to move to California, I decided that it wouldn't be fair to him to wait at home in Texas for a phone call from me, to never see me. I did what I thought would be right, I broke it off. He protested, argued, even confessed that he loved me in order to try to convince me to do otherwise. No, no it wasn't fair, I thought. I moved to California a week after and I never called Nathan back.
I have no idea what made me think about all this. Sometimes I wish I could go back and change what I'd said to him, maybe now I wouldn't be as lonely on hot nights when there's no one here but me and my air conditioner. I obviously need pets.
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[21 Jun 2003|05:29pm] |
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Life is dull. Maybe those aren't words you particularly hear from Hollywood starlets or whatever I'm being called these days, but my life is pure routine. I wake up, I exercise, I lounge around all day occasionally hopping on the phone or onto the computer, eat, eat, eat, go to sleep.
Last night I went to see Finding Nemo with Louie. What a cute movie. Disney does a great job with movies (Tuck Everlasting plugplugplug), I always love watching them. I even watch all the cutsie little ones they do for the Disney Channel, too. Even though the Lawrence brothers star in some of them, they have all kinds of entertainment value.
Back to my life being dull as a board. I hardly ever talk to anything with a penis and if I do, odds are the penis is attracted to other penii. That's always my luck. Not that I mind, because in the end gay men are better friends than any guy or girl. They aren't dramatic and they have good taste in music and clothes. Gay men are a lonely female's godsend. Like Louie <333
This is long enough, my updates are always so rambly. Hi Kristin :-*
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[20 Jun 2003|09:57pm] |
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I'm obviously indecisive, but I'm back again. For good this time, I mean that part. I blame the insanity due to lack of icon space.
Why hasn't Louie Stephens taken me to the movies yet? I think he is the greatest thing since mint chocolate chip ice cream.
( Well, obviously )
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[12 Jun 2003|04:30pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TASHA RAY EVIN !!!!!!!!!
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[07 Jun 2003|01:17am] |
Tyson why do you breathe?
edit: tyson the reject: i am in luv
yeah he is talking about me.
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[05 Jun 2003|10:54pm] |
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i have meant to be around more to hit on louie but who knows with me ever, sometimes i am busy sometimes i'm not and lately i have been. i can't complain cause i do what i love even if i don't do it so well. i will be around more i think and god i hope i didn't say that in my last post. where are tasha and shannyn?
ps. is there a reason i am not in must be pop?! how long have i been here?!
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[29 May 2003|10:34am] |
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I haven't been posting but I've been lurking and reading my friends page every now and then. I've been crazy busy with work and everything else in general and really haven't had time to sit down and make a stupid post. I still only have three icons and I still have a crush on Darren Reynolds mmm. I am going to go remove lots of people from my friends list now bye!
Hi Louie Stephens :-*
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[01 May 2003|04:52pm] |
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I am feeling the urge to hit on someone and I think we all know what that means but since I don't want to cross that line into obsession I won't mention his name this time. Anyway I have no new food addiction and my show is slowly pissing me off beyond belief. This one will have to be a short one and I think Shannyn dumped me so it's a good thing Tasha's mouth is always around to comfort me.
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[25 Apr 2003|07:54pm] |
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Well I only check my friend page in the hopes of a Darren post and then when I don't get that I get depressed and eat a lot of chocolate and cry. Well not really but I lose hope in my friends page and ignore it for a couple weeks. Okay so not so much that either but it does make me sad. I talk about my love for him too much I think but really there is no other guy I feel like talking about. Oh I could just refrain from talking about guys but where's the fun in that?
Thanks josh for the icons, I have been too lazy to reply to comments or posts so that is why I haven't done just that but I really appreciate them and I am sure I will upload one when I am not so lazy. Yeah well that takes care of that where are Tasha and Shannyn?
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[23 Apr 2003|12:58pm] |
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So I am really curious as to why people feel the need to always announce when they are leaving for a week or two? Is this really catastrophic? Do we all really need to be made aware that you might not post for gasp! a couple days or maybe a couple weeks? I have seen people make posts because they were going to be gone three days ... why is that such a big problem? Anyway I am not talking about anyone in particular I am just now only getting to this topic is all.
And now for food since I always talk about it; I am addicted to hotdogs and bbq sauce, I am so sick and I am sure I am gaining a minimum of ten pounds a day. That's okay, I hear guys like thick girls so maybe the thicker the better?
I haven't got to hit on Darren Reynolds in so long what is the problem?
ps. Why is Sears still playing the same commercials they were playing something like ten years ago?
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[17 Apr 2003|04:49pm] |
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Sup I was going to go into a cryptic rant about people thinking they are the cat's meow and just really freaking special but then I realized I am too lazy to playa hate so I will just say that Chris Gaylor's latest entries have just been far too amusing and it's making me maybe like him a little. Ew, in a platonic sense hello are you insane.
Where is my baby momma, Shannyn, I miss her like mad and want to hump her like twenty minutes ago. I am all hyped up on orange mocha frappuccinos so I have no clue what I am talking about and now I am going to go upload a cute new icon and name it for no one.
Where is Darren Reynolds and did I spell frappuccinos right?!
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[16 Apr 2003|12:20pm] |
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So I have a confession; I really like country music. Yes I realize that country music by default is horrible but sometimes I can't help but start my mornings with that damn GAC or whatever it's called and my coffee. Now I will admit most all country music is horrible and makes me feel like I am on a bad trip but some of it's just so great and so happy. I think that people would be a lot happier if they added a little more country music into their collections.
I don't know why I just posted about country music. I need to quit the drugs.
ps. I am into the stage when I have inactive icons and one of the three that Brad let me keep is one I have never used, not once. How does that make sense my friend?
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[14 Apr 2003|07:53pm] |
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So I skip out on live journal for a little bit and come back to see three things; breaks being taken, disgusting, not so funny icons being used and people taking other people's last name when they aren't actually married. I am debating following one of these trends so I can fit in with the cool crowd but I once heard "You don't have to lie to kick it" so instead I will just keep being boring ole me and hit on the Home Grown boys, where are they anyway?
I really have nothing to post about I just wanted to see if Brad Fitz would actually let me, I think the boy needs a valium or 3 so he can stop taking his stress out on this poor website. My god really now, only the poor people in free land should have to go through this. Where's the love, Brad?
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[07 Apr 2003|01:27pm] |
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Well I am quite possibly addicted to microwave popcorn, I think I eat at least a bag a day and my mouth tastes permanently like salted butter. I know this makes you want to kiss me. I have nothing to say I just wanted to mmm someone but now I changed my mind cause I will play hard to get ;)
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